There're so many things I want.. LOL. Btw, there are more to come, dear my wish list. I'll update you soon. LOL.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
mgfreak
I am not gonna tolerate anymore. If you really dare to make us come to school on 4th Feb, I am not gonna come! And, I will make sure that I'm so gonna write to the school regarding this matter. Or worse, to MOE.
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Saturday, January 15, 2011
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
I'm tired of being nice to people. What's the point? Seriously, I fucking hate my life.
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE : DANGER DAYS
I bought myself a copy of DANGER DAYS CD yesterday!! Finally!! Omg I'm so happy! And I got a free GIANT POSTER!!! For the mysterious sticker inside, I GOT GERARD WAY STICKER!!! Awesomeeeeeee rightttttt?! I love this album so much!! My favourite track so far would be S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W and Bulletproof heart. MCR never fails me! Their songs are always awesome! Even though now they have changed, but still they're awesome. But actually I still prefer The Black Parade album but well, what can I say? They really never stop giving us a surprise. I love MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!! <3 <3 <3
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Saturday, November 27, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Me. Looking at them.
My friends. No, we were friends.
Not anymore. We were separated.
From time to time. It all goes by.
You ignored me. I never exist.
Not in your world.
I took a step back.
Staying away from you.
Trying to accept the truth.
Nothing lasts forever.
Less than one decade.
We were close.
It slowly fades.
Away from me.
I am not interested anymore.
In any kind of friendship.
Nothing is real you know.
My life, it's distorting.
So goodbye.
Don't cry.
Don't even try.
To act like as if you care.
Because I am aware.
That everything is just fake.
Thank you for your time.
That you've wasted on me.
For all your effort.
To make me feel important.
It no longer matter.
Everything just won't get any better.
To see life as it is.
Accept the truth.
Know your limit.
You know when you need to stop,
You just gotta stop.
Stop trying.
Stop believing.
Disappointed, maybe I am.
Thank you my friends.
I'll miss you till the end.
With love,
xobleedinGirl
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
CAPE DEH - Project Pop
Begini salah begitu juga salah Diem pasti salah Ngomong apalagi
Menghindar gak mungkin Ngelawan gak yakin Mengalah lagi-lagi Bikin kesel hati
Kamu komplikasi Akunya frustrasi Pala mumet-mumet Hati empet-empet
Cape deh cape deh cape deh Cape deh cape deh cape deh Cape deh cape deh cape deh Ya cape deh
Minta maaf salah Gak minta makin parah Ngejawab artinya Cari gara-gara
Kamu komplikasi Akunya frustrasi Pala mumet-mumet Hatinya empet
Cape deh cape deh Kita semua cape deh Cape deh cape deh Tapi tetep cinta deh
Cape deh cape deh Kita semua cape deh Cape deh cape deh Tapi tetep cinta deh
kita komplikasi kitanya frustrasi ‘pala mumet-mumet hatinya empet
Monday, November 01, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Please remember to forget. Because it's gonna be bad. There's something I need to say. Maybe
Thank you.
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Friday, October 22, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Art Is Just A Total Fucking Nonsense And You Know It
Let's just start with this topic. I hate art. I know it's totally ridiculous but what can I say. It's true! Oh wait. Not really. Art is fine but being artistic is not fine at all. Let alone people who is overly artistic. You can draw, you can paint, you can create something normal people can't understand, SO WHAT? Does doing that make you the King of all human beings? You told me art is a very relative stuff and yet you keep on making me feel that I'm the one who is wrong. No matter what I do, you just won't stop telling me that my work is bad. Hey! Look at me, I understand that you are a great artist but until now, have you ever create something or at least do something that could change the world? Or just make it better? No. Never. So what's the point of being an artist or a designer? You make money. Yes it's true, you make BIG money. Nothing else.
Millions of people praise Leonardo Da Vinci or Van Gogh or Picasso. Who were they? They're just a bunch of people having too much imagination. They painted what they dreamt and the paintings are nice. Nice, that's it. For goodness sake, what could a painting do to you? Impress you! And then? NOTHING.
And so there's this 'person' who told everyone to create something - an art work, that can create a smile when people see it. All that I could say was, OH. You wanna know something? When I saw this person's work, it did not create a smile on my face, instead, I squinted my eyes and I smirked. I whispered to myself, 'And so this is the kind of work that create a smile? HA HA. It's nothing more than a pile of bullshit. You called mine a rubbish before, now it's my turn.' Stop being too artistic, people don't understand you.
After about three years, I could finally understand why Gerard said what he said that changed his life and from then he changed and saved others. "FUCK ART" I can never forget that two words. Just for your info, Gerard is a great artist, but when he started to abandon art and create music, that's when he realized that words are more meaningful than just a piece of art. No matter how great 'Monalisa' is, it is still nothing compared to Famous Last Words. It is not because I'm one of his biggest fans, but if you wanna ask anyone in this world, he'll agree with me, unless he has not found the TRUE meaning behind words.
Maybe I can still tolerate about art, but someone said to me about my work and so I made this sentence, 'Don't tell me that my work is rubbish because you don't have the right to say, and yours is nothing more than a pile of shit. Thank you.'
If you want to be someone, don't judge people. Or I will judge you.
I am not someone who will just sit back when people judge me. The word revenge never get off my dictionary.
Dear 'person', you know, it's great to be great but it's greater to be human. And to be human is not just physically being a human. I hope you get what I mean, unless you're not a human.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
'It was like what the fuck are you doing? If you really think you are damn fucking good, what are you doing here?'
Today we finally presented our studio project. As usual, since when we didn't screw up? I stood up before everyone, trying to get the best out of me. Holding my breath, I stared right into his eyes trying to figure out what he's gonna say about us. I knew that there's no way that he ever gonna compliment our works. If he ever does, the sky would be falling. My fucking heart was beating so fast that I could feel it in my throat. But after sometimes, it got better, I was just so sick of it and we really need to get this shit done. I really, no, it's us. WE really couldn't stand him. The way he always makes things upside down is making me sick. The way he shoots us and that freaking smile he always makes is like putting insult on injury. AND. I really don't get it WHY he always wants everything to be perfect? If we can do everything perfectly, then WHAT IS THE POINT OF COMING TO SCHOOL? Just for the fun of it and to make friends? He is a teacher, he should know what he should do! There are just so many things about this course that I wanna talk about, but I'm just too tired. Seriously, if I can't make it to the next round, then I'll quit. If I can, I'll stay.
