WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! OMG, guys, can you imagine this??! First, I have a history test which was so damn fucking hard, then Social Studies test, even worse. And the worst of all is that--------I GOT 3/12 FOR MY SOCIAL STUDIES TEST LAST WEEK! WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO?? Only 3 people passed and the rest, all failed. I mean, it wasn't really my fault...that Mrs. Poh didn't even tell us that there would be a test, well, it was an open book test, good for those who brought the sec3 textbook. But for me??! She didn't say that we're still going to use that book, I mean, we're already in sec4, do we even still need that book? No, for now, but yes, for the O level, I bet. Ok, whatever. Well, anyway, I didn't do much study last night for chemistry, and luckily the test wasn't that difficult, I think I'll still be able to pass. Hopefully. Oh, and just now...during my art club, Mrs Lim shot me with this very weird but familiar question,... Mrs Lim: Beatrice, have you been getting along well with your friends? Me: Huh? What? With who?? Mrs Lim: Your classmates... Me: Oh..that...something happened.. Mrs Lim: If you have problem, then settle it, don't just get angry and become enemies.. Me: ...'sigh'... And I was like...'it's not that easy to settle this, they started it. You just don't know what had actually happened between me and them. It's all about betrayal and backstabbing your bestfriend. You'll never know how much it hurts you until it happen to you.' I thought that I was doing well with my other classmates, I mean, everything has just started to get better...a little bit better. Man, I miss my life in Indo....never thought that things would turned up this way....
Anyway, gotta go, lots of HW to be done. Damn fucking school! LMAO. XOXO Keep the faith, Beatrice-
