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WHO I AM

17 year-old
Beatrice Arlani
NYP-MGBD
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Monday, May 4, 2009

I really don't get it WHY IS IT A MUST TO BRING A DICTIONARY FOR EXAM WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN ONE OF THE INSTRUCTION GIVEN ON THE EXAM PAPER! The instruction is just that YOU ARE ALLOWED TO BRING DICTIONARY! It is not YOU MUST BRING DICTONARY! See the difference? If you don't, then too bad. What right does she have to minus mark from me? I don't even need the dictionary during exam time, you think I have so much time to search every word that I'm gonna use for letter writing and compo? You are being unreasonable. Can't you see that I never used a Malay dictionary? I'm not the only one, there are many others who don't use dictionary too. WHAT IS THE PROBLEM?? ARE YOU TRYING TO LOOK DOWN ON ME? You keep commenting on my work, saying that my dialogue/compo is too short or whatever. WHY? I'M NOT THE SAME LIKE THE REST! I'M DIFFERENT! I don't like to write a compo in Malay. And I don't have the idea for the compo. So what if my compo is not interesting? Why do you always compare mine with the rest? They're smarter! Satisfied? MY WORK IS NOTHING COMPARED TO THEIRS! Get it? I thank you for teaching what is right and what are the things that can make my work better, but the problem is that, you always compare my work. AND I HATE IT! It stops me from trying to give better work. BECAUSE I'M SICK OF IT! I'M TIRED! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! Every single word that came out from your mouth about my work is never a good thing. Why? Can you stop being so biased? It seems that you are so unhappy with me. Nah, with everything about me. What did I do? Is it because I don't ask for homework and always refuse to get involved in class? Is it because I don't ask question in class? Does a good student always ask? Can't a good student be someone who keeps quiet and listens but never write notes?

Do you always wonder why am I so unlike the other international students? Now let me tell you why. First, I don't like to study. I learn by listening. To me, practise doesn't make perfect. It's a waste of time. A last minute study is more effective to me. I don't like to write notes, because I know that I wouldn't be reading them and even if I would, I wouldn't be able to understand what the heck I have written on that piece of paper. So save the trees! Save my ink and my energy. Anyway, if i don't write notes, I would be able to pay more attention when you're explaining stuff. Secondly, do you know why my work is so different compared to the rest's? It's simply because they're smarter than me as they are much more older than me. For every single page that is filled with my words, they are already filling 2 pages. My compo usually only consists of 2 pages. But theirs, 2 pages is only the introduction. Am I right? Please do correct me if I'm wrong.

My point is that, I AM DIFFERENT. So please, for goodness' sake, CAN YOU PLEASE STOP COMPARING ME?? What do you gain from doing that? You think you'd be able to motivate me? You're wrong. Totally wrong! Keep that in mind.

xobleedinGirl


Monday, May 04, 2009