Man, FINALLY!!! IT'S OVER, DUDE! No more stupid exams and studying! I was like, you know- 'chipping around, kick my brains round the floor' -under pressure. Haha. Seriously, my brain was like bursting out of my head. Today is not my last paper, but tomorrow is just a listening compre. There's nothing to study, so yeah. The chemistry MCQ was damn fucking hard!! I totally didn't know how to answer those questions. I think I'm gonna fail. However, the paper 4, which was a bio paper I think, wasn't that hard though. But then, what can I say. Lat year, I thought I could do the paper, but it turned out to be like....I only got 33/65. How bad was that? I'm a SUPERB, aren't I? For the past one week, I've been suffering a lot. No computer. No comics. No free time. Not enough sleep. Let's see what's gonna happen with my results. Bad? Maybe. 'Sigh'. Is this what life is all about? Working hard, but no good result. Will I get what I deserve? I'm really tired of all these games. I'm tired of putting a mask on my face. Smiling to everyone I know, but am torn apart inside. No body cares. No body knows. This is really crazy. Why do we have to keep on living when there's no point of living? Isn't it funny? Weird? Bizzare? Now tell me, tell me what you think. I breathe for the sake of breathing. I eat for the sake of eating. I study for the sake of studying. And I try to get good results for the sake of getting them. It's not for me, then for who? Don't ask why I have this kind of thinking in my mind. I, myself, don't even know why. I'm bored. No, I'm not bored, I'm just tired. Tired of everything. All the things that are happening in my life, just happen for the sake of happening. Do you get what I mean? What I'm trying to say is that, every single thing that happens in my life, doesn't mean a thing to me. You can say that I'm living in my own world. Oh, well, I do. I don't care what you think about me. You say I'm insane, I say, I'm not insane, I'm just losing the sanity in me. So yeah, you say I'm just talking crap. Well, for this, I admit that I am just talking crap. I don't even know what the hell I'm writing up here. Why? Because, I write for the sake of writing ONLY. This is why my life is so fucked up. Good bye then.