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WHO I AM

17 year-old
Beatrice Arlani
NYP-MGBD
HATES ART
Loves MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

SCREAM

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PEEPS

Lauren
Lian
Evelyne
MCR
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Saturday, April 24, 2010

Oh my goodness...Seriously, I'm so fucking tired right now. First week...well, it sucks. I got 4 assignments and a project to do. This is not the kind of life that I want. Everyday starts at 9 and end at 6. What is this? Though friday I have no lesson but still, there will be a lot of projects and assignments to be done. And a few more things that really pressurized all of us, they are the expectation and requirements we must meet and of course the deadline. Late means ZERO or F. Hahahahaha...I feel like crying right now. I was thinking that maybe going to science school is better, at least I know what it is and how to start doing the projects and assignments. Here, I don't have any basic knowledge about how to do graphic design, at all. I like biology though and history. Am I in the wrong course? I know I want to do this, I like design, but I know that I CAN do science and maths. But how about getting a job? Would it be hard? I don't wanna be a doctor, I know I can't. I wanna be a poet, lyricist or a designer. Well, if somebody asks me, what do you wanna be? I would say, a poet. But is there such thing as Diploma In Poetry Writing? Anyway, it's way too late now I guess, everything is already done. Ok, fine, I admit that everything is just so fine but the only problem is the work and TIME too! Actually there's something wrong, not gonna tell here. All these problems just make me wanna say WHAT THE FUCK and OH MY GOD! Enough.

xobleedinGirl


Saturday, April 24, 2010