That was terrible seriously. When he asked me, what's the problem with your presentation, I wanted to say it was a total failure but I was so nervous that whatever I wanted to say turned out to be something else. That wasn't the message. But why did I say it? I have completely lost my mind when I stood there before everyone. After 2 weeks, there are questions that stuck in my brain. Am I good enough for this course? Am I in the wrong course? Why didn't I choose Creative Writing for TV and New Media instead? Honestly, I don't like presentation, I have a phobia of standing in front of a lot of people. I HATE THIS. Yes, I kinda miss secondary school life. And why? Not again? Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me? I'd rather go back to Indo, my life would be so much better there. Nobody is gonna make me feel the way I do now. I feel like a complete idiot.