Sigh. My only 2 weeks holiday is ending soon..in less than 3 days. And my fucking colour theory assignment is UNDONE. I CAN NOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE! You know, thanks to you, MGBD, now I know why I like biology and especially HISTORY. I really10x miss my secondary school life and what I used to study. Why? Because studying Science, Maths and Humanities are much better. You know what is the right and the wrong answer. If you want to excel, just score. So simple. You don't have to crack your brain thinking what to do, how to start and how to be CREATIVE. What I think is good, they think it's not. Everything is UNCLEAR. I feel like I am not in a Motion Graphics and Broadcast Design course, but 'CONFUSION' course. I am confused, damn fucking confused! I used to ask why Gerard Way said 'Fuck art!'. Now I know. Wait, I already lost my faith in art since I was in sec 4 but I didn't hate it as much as I do now. Being in MGBD is like putting myself on a chopping block but in this course I found out who I really am. I found out what is my real passion. It's not art, it's poetry. But still, I love biology and history. I wanna be a doctor or a scientist, not the normal kind of doctor, I wanna work like someone in CSI. LOL. But I wanna be a historian or an archeologist too. And of course, the one thing that I really love doing is writing. But why am I here?